I apologize for my not being active in this recent months. Life has been quite hectic lately with shits happen there and there, and apparently I need more good time to learn time management. Anyone has the time to lecture me? Lol, j/k.

With my recent so-called come back on the blog ([link]) and the revivalism struggle for Indonesian Bleach forums ([link]), I doubt I could be as active as before in deviantART -- at least, until this stuffs are finished. Yeah, no one would care though.

Just a little note to you who love to sleep late (or in the morning): to overcome the sleepiness (if you were in school or at work in the next morning) needs more than a coffee. That what happened to me; four cans of Nescafe do nothing good. It seems motivation is what we have to go for; if you find yours, that would keep your eyes wide open.

Read the scripture by yourself before talking shit.

It is funny how people love to quote scriptures partially to justify their deeds (whatever it might be) or to put other beliefs down.

Same funny shit also applies to rumours -- you sure know how the masses blew to insane anger just because some shit media said so? Just because some random people said so? No shit, Sherlock. People don't even recheck the fact.

Please.

Read the scripture by yourself before talking shit.

Check the fact by yourself before talking like shit.

Thank you.

Will you name your child 'Devil'?

No?

Then guess why there are fictional characters with names as Satan (wut, the Satan himself), Belphegor (from Hitman Reborn), Alastor (the one-eyed Moody), Akuma, etc.

...not to mention roleplayers.
*got shot*

Okay, don't get offended. But this is kind of... odd.

Charlie: On the reasons to stop seeing her side we have: One, on going physical danger. Two, high likely-hood of a broken heart. Three, uh career sabotage. Four, she is clinically insane. Five, she seems to enjoy my pain. Six, fourteen piece matched set of Louis Vuitton emotional baggage. Seven, I haven't even kissed her yet, for God's sakes. Uh eight, she's ruining my life.
Leo: And the reasons to keep seeing her?
Charlie: I'm in love with her.

That was quotation from a film I accidentally watched in late night, entitled 'My Sassy Girl' (adapted from Korean film with same name). FYI, I don't usually watch films with such genre, but it can't be helped when I kind of experienced what depicted in the story myself. Lol.

"Blind love", one might say, seeing how Charlie's taking of the risks he may face if he keeps seeing the girl he loves. I guess that shows what some people consider as irrationality (besides mysticism and transcendental stuffs) lies on people's mind (or heart). I mean, what is the point to keep being with girl who seems not to care about you; selfish, self-centered, and especially when she seems to ruin your life? That is clearly irrational.

But, to some, the so-called blind love is not considered as irrationality, but instead a rational sacrifice to gain other means -- that is, that certain person's heart. One might consider that as wishful thinking, but at least that 'thinking' is not without 'trying'.

Anyway, in the film, Charlie got the ending he has always wanted -- to actually be with the girl he loves. He deserved that after he has gone through much sacrifices. Yet in real life things can't always be as good as depicted in films. Nevertheless, there is nothing we can do but progress. Because we have to see how the story ends.

...whatever. I praise anyone who actually cares to read this wall of text.

I have gone for some time, and hopefully I'm back now. Or not.

I don't know where I am going to (hence I asked myself, "Quo Vadis?") in this deviantART world. But I can ensure you I will keep posting my deviations.

Well, there were matters there and there, so I couldn't spend much time on deviantART. But hopefully now I have some more time. It is at the same time with my rearrival (?) in blogosphere, lol. God, I have to learn time management. And perhaps the emotion one also.

I should have said "I'll be back" before my disappearance to add more epicness to this lame page, though.